♥ Cherry

2009-03-26T20:07:00.003+08:00

all i ask for is a litttle bit more of your time... jus a lil bit more..

2009-03-24T15:03:00.004+08:00

Comparisons are easily done
Once you've had a taste of perfection
Like an apple hanging from a tree
I picked the ripest one
I still got the seed

You said move on
Where do I go
I guess second best
Is all I will know

Cause when I'm with him
I am thinking of you
Thinking of you
What you would do if
You were the one
Who was spending the night
Oh I wish that I
Was looking into your eyes

You're like an Indian summer
In the middle of a winter
Like a hard candy
With a surprise center
How do I get better
Once I've had the best
You said there's
Tons of fish in the water
So the water's I will test

He kissed my lips
I taste your mouth
He pulled me in
I was disgusted with myself

Cause when I'm with him
I am thinking of you
Thinking of you
What you would do if
You were the one
Who was spending the night
Oh I wish that I
Was looking into...

You're the best
And yes I do regret
How I could let myself
Let you go
Now the lesson's learned
I touched it I was burned
Oh I think you should know

Cause when I'm with him
I am thinking of you
Thinking of you
What you would do if
You were the one
Who was spending the night
Oh I wish that I
Was looking into your eyes
Looking into your eyes
Looking into your eyes
Oh won't you walk through
And bust in the door
And take me away
Oh no more mistakes
Cause in your eyes I'd like to stay...

2009-03-22T07:47:00.004+08:00

Somehow, I feel that I've lost the battle.. And I have lost all faith and confidence in myself and everyone.

I need to get back on my feet again.

2009-03-19T13:57:00.002+08:00

im placing a heavy bet on us.. its either we work out or we dont.

if you dont call me by tonight, i guess its all over. and you wont be seeing me anywhere from now.

2009-03-12T10:06:00.009+08:00

Love vanquishes time. To lovers, a moment can be eternity.. And i wish our lovely moments that we have spent would last me my life.. ILU..

if only u would put yourself in my shoes and understand how hurt i was.. and to see the change in me ever since i met you.. ive changed so much for you but it doesnt seem to be appreciated.. so much so that I dont even understand why I really changed when i never even bothered to do so in the past. words like "dont be together lah" can come out so easily from your mouth.. there are many times where i really feel like giving up too, but everytime i think back, I didnt go thru so much for nth.. i just have to bear with whatever i have to.. so i always hold myself back and tell myself to continue loving you.. and it never stops.. after so much has happened, one "sorry" from you able to cure everything? yes it can definitely.. but will never heal the pain and hurt u have caused me.. try paying back my tears, those tears that i've shed for you.. u will never know how it feels... If only you knew...

me and sis at sabai 1week ago?

my sister and i

been spending more n more time with her, and its lovely♥

sis, me and her friend kerlyn:))

its traviss and me, at sabai! :))

time and tide wait for no man.

xoxo

2009-03-05T13:14:00.003+08:00

A few things 我不得不承认。。

x. It takes me only 2 days to mess up my entire room
xx. I hate looking back at our photos
xxx. My life is totally screwed and will never ever be on track again

how i wish i can use back my xanga.. =(

爱情是个梦而我却睡过头。。

What's hate when there's no love? You only hate a person when u have truly loved him/her...

2009-02-25T17:54:00.005+08:00

My life's still in a mess..

been living the life of a pig's. all i do is eat and sleep.

this coming saturday is apple's youngest daughter full month.. cant wait to see both mother n daughter =]

**you never fail to make me bear thoughts of giving us up.... i've been trying my best to keep us going... but you always have to do/ say things that will crush all my hopes...

2009-02-17T22:52:00.004+08:00

I really miss you... And I know there's nothing else I can do to get you back.

Filled with regrets after asking you to leave. But I have to move on...

At least I know theres still that little bit of something in my heart left that's worth keeping as memories♥ 802121

My life's seriously in a mess! I will never ever be on track

CANCER - The Protector
Moody, emotional. May be shy. Very loving and caring. Pretty/handsome. Excellent partners for life. Protective. Inventive and imaginative. Cautious. Touchy-feely kind of person. Needs love from others. Easily hurt, but sympathetic.

2009-02-13T11:08:00.006+08:00

Here I am.. Did something nice this morning, a great start to the day I hope. Helped my brother buy porridge cause he sprained his neck. Get well soon :)
And my back is aching. Guess I sprained it?
Days passed by... And I still cant seem to get my thoughts straightened out.. Things havent been going on smoothly for me. Everything is just... not right.

2009-02-11T22:00:00.004+08:00

很多时候我因为怕受伤
所以就选择先放弃
我更因为我太爱自由
所以明明渴望爱情
却依然不知怎样让别人
进入我的世界.

难道,我不能给
你百分百的信心吗?
你知道,
我一直有多在乎你.

我珍惜这份安全感,
却担心他的牺牲.
所以每天的感觉
还是孤独的.
我还是需要一个人,
一个人想一想.

冰箱结霜咖啡滚烫
煮不好最简单的早餐
我的生活是一团混乱
维持单身感觉茫然
喜不喜欢习不习惯
我总是说不出个答案
一个人来又一个人往
怎么让他流连忘返

我不想当笨蛋
我在墙上写满渴望
我可以大哭一场
房间还是空空荡荡
我绝对不逞强
该属于我任其自然
可是我也要安全感
在某个适当程度的主张
纵然是了解眼光也是温暖

这段日子你真的过的好吗?
没有你的早晨,
加了糖的咖啡,也是苦的.

当时我尊重你的要求,
所以我离开.
但,这段日子你不开心,
所以我就回来了.

也许,
我连自己要什么我也不知道.
我一个人,游游荡荡.
自由久了,
也没有了目标.
梦里醒来,
发现墙上已经不自
觉写满了你的名字.

单身,是茫然.
恋爱,也彷徨.
我明白,
所以我用时间去证明了这颗心.
不会因为你曾经的放弃而改变.

每个早上都想赖床
没有梦是最让人沮丧
我的眼睛盯着天花板
也跑不出任何对象
我不想当笨蛋
我在墙上写满渴望
我可以大哭一场
房间还是空空荡荡
我绝对不逞强
该属于我任其自然
可是我也要安全感
在某个适当程度的主张
纵然是了解眼光也是温暖

难道我真的是个笨蛋?
一直错过已经在身边的幸福.

我们只是用时间
找到了我们需要什么.
时间,让我们认识了自己,
也肯定了对方.

因为你,让我知道真正的幸福是什么

2009-02-10T17:29:00.000+08:00

My first post for this tiny diary

Thanks Esther jie who created this lil page for me ♥